The Troubles in my Life

Day in day out

my troubles comes

my troubles go

just like the wind blows

i seem to manufacture

my own misery

alcohol and drugs has

beaten my body down

my body can’t seem

to recover overnight

yet i won’t ever give

it a break

my problems won’t

seem to vanish in

a twinkling of an eye

it is remarkable how

my twisted thinking is

i wake up and pop a top

and jump on the train again

will i ever win?

Music and Me

changes

Molly,

you say you love me, and you say you know i love you.

you say you hate it when i party and let my hair down

you say you know my reputation when i drink and drop acid

you say i make a ass of myself i say i enjoy being me

i do speed to keep me up you go and crash out and pray

i will be safe and hope for a black out.

i wake up and repeat it day after day you say you want a real

date but candy flowers and dinner just anit my thing.

you say you want to change me i am happy being me

just being weird and having fun. I know you want a guy

to have kids and settle down but i am just going stay a

clown and get my kicks

Dateless

My nose was red and raw

from walking to the dance

and then  walking home on a

dateless night

In Our Humble Community

Finally Free

On my death bed i don’t want

any tears no sadness i will

scream i am finally free

don’t worry don’t be afraid

when i pass through death doors

i will walk with my head up high

straight up to mr death

i will not be cruel or unkind

i will be obedient

i will learn to adjust

but remember i will always

love you from beyond the grave.

Lovers

You are my peanut butter

you best friend is my jam

i am the bread that

holds us together

Gone Mad

Why is it so hard to die?

why is it so hard to live?

if we think to hard

we will go mad!

Jessica

I walked in the room

and their you are

between the sheets.

Where our warm body’s meet

we make love between the sheets

we talk and tell secrets between the sheets

then we sleep soundly between the sheets.

Nicki

In the rain

late at night

under the street light

on the corner

I play my Guitar

and try to win

your love.