The Troubles in my Life

Day in day out

my troubles comes

my troubles go

just like the wind blows

i seem to manufacture

my own misery

alcohol and drugs has

beaten my body down

my body can’t seem

to recover overnight

yet i won’t ever give

it a break

my problems won’t

seem to vanish in

a twinkling of an eye

it is remarkable how

my twisted thinking is

i wake up and pop a top

and jump on the train again

will i ever win?

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Music and Me

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you say you love me, and you say you know i love you.

you say you hate it when i party and let my hair down

you say you know my reputation when i drink and drop acid

you say i make a ass of myself i say i enjoy being me

i do speed to keep me up you go and crash out and pray

i will be safe and hope for a black out.

i wake up and repeat it day after day you say you want a real

date but candy flowers and dinner just anit my thing.

you say you want to change me i am happy being me

just being weird and having fun. I know you want a guy

to have kids and settle down but i am just going stay a

clown and get my kicks

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My nose was red and raw

from walking to the dance

and then  walking home on a

dateless night

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In Our Humble Community

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Finally Free

On my death bed i don’t want

any tears no sadness i will

scream i am finally free

don’t worry don’t be afraid

when i pass through death doors

i will walk with my head up high

straight up to mr death

i will not be cruel or unkind

i will be obedient

i will learn to adjust

but remember i will always

love you from beyond the grave.

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You are my peanut butter

you best friend is my jam

i am the bread that

holds us together

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